well, good afternoon. It's been months without this blog, and I feel nothing. Maybe, it's because I wrote too much crap. I don't think this blog are interesting. AND I HATE IT. To be honest, I intend to close~delete~bury this blog. But today, I was thinking, I have to change something, but I don't know. HECK DEAD LOCK. I'm so mad.
Then, what should I probably do? this is confusing. F.

NEW HOME.

Jadi, seminggu lalu saya pindah ke bandung, dengan tampang sedih beriring duka memandang bekunya langit biru yang berarak berbentuk berak *jie* yah gitu lah, terus senin-nya langsung masuk sekolah. 2 hari pertama saya nangis-nangis gak jelas sebelum tidur, aneh lah kaya om-om berbikini. Terus, jadi ini udah seminggu 2 hari saya sekolah. Hem.

Kesan Kandang Baru (XI IPS 2 ~ SMAN 8 Bandung):

• Bingung
• Orang-orang bergosip, saya diam. Gak tau mau ngomong apa.
  
• Toilet kotor, bakteri berzinah.
  
• Belum menjajal di hati.
  
• DAN. Gak bisa joget/meliar depan kelas, iyalah. Saya ini tingkat malunya amat tinggi, tidak mau di anggap tapir joget.
  

Yah gitu lah. Terus masa hari ini saya rapat softball gitu kan, eh anggotanya kurang dari 10 atau 10 gitu kayanya................sepi banget kaya club senam jasmani. Huhuhu agak sedih lah, calon tim saya ck.

Tapi yang paling bikin pengen balik ke Jakarta ya, itu lah temen-temennya, kayanya udah pada punya temen sendiri gitu. Sedih juga. Padahal di kelas X-C kemaren kayanya saya liar bener becingcong kaya bencong salon. Kini tak sama. Lalu kaka slank bernyayi "balikin oh oh balikin, masa lincah seperti dulu lagi", tapi bohong. Yang ketipu berarti otaknya jelly.

Pengen. Pengen. Beli.

A.U.R.O.R.A.s

I have no idea what you exactly think when you read the title. But, it could be 2 or 3 things: coloured sky, polar, and princess. yes. sorry if I fumble. But, it's not that. It's about what my feelings right now. So, if you interested go check my feelings, which is I know that's so-not-important.

Auroras, also known as northern and southern (polar) lights or aurorae (singular: aurora), are natural light displays in the sky, usually observed at night, particularly in the polar regions.

Only one word could describe my feelings now: Aurora. Yes, that magnificent lights who always makes us saying 'WOW' with stupid o-o face hahaha. Why? that's the question that I have to reply. And this is my answer: now I feel like I want to explode because of madness that had been hitting me for a few days and it makes me dropping my tears (I always have a thought that tears are beautiful, it's like a sprinkle donuts that stick on a sad face). And that's why I feel like an auroras coming up from my brain, but they stuck in my head. They desire to be free but, just can't. A bit awkward but that's how I feel. I'm so dumb.

School days.

Hai saya sedang UAS *ujian akhir sekolah* euy, capek pisan. Mulainya sih sebenernya Jum'at kemarin. Asem banget kirain mulainya senin gak taunya kemaren Jum'at terus sabtu, 3 memang aneh ==' Sekarang pengen ngepost hari-hari selama uas aja sih, selamat membaca!

#1st day 4.6.10: Physics & History
"Yiha! hari pertama langsung Fisika, matilah kitakita, galau hinggap di dada, pusing tak kira-kira, mabok mengerjakannya YEAH." -theme song Fisika.
Gile sehari sebelom itu langsung les lah sama sang guru besar Pak Wawan (guru private gua dan iasha), udah yakin tuh pas les, tapi! ternyata eh ternyata pas ngerjain, "jam dinding pun tertawa dan aku hanya diam dan membisu" kayanya lagu itu terputar di kepala begitu aja. Nasib. NAH udah gitu Sejarah lagi, udah tau itu si ibu-ibu udah jarang masuk sekalinya masuk cuma nyuruh ngerjain LKS terus pas terakhir lumayan sih dia ngasih jawaban LKS sama latihan buku cetak, hah pertamanya sih gak yakin, eh ternyata BISA! hore! "congratulation and celebration"
Hari pertama beres. Berakhir dengan hasil: Fisika-REMEDIAL a.k.a gagal maning. Sejarah-SUKSES!

#2nd day 5.6.10: Geography, TIK & Religion (islam)
Ini hari sabtu yang mestinya rileks di rumah malah harus meletakan bokong di bangku sekolah sambil mikir. Sebel. Tolong dong tolong, geografi belajar seadanya dari lembaran yang diberi langsung dari tante Dame Rose Lolly, nama sih udah asoy kebarat-baratan tapi kelakuan udah kaya napi nusakambangan, lagu theme song buat doi: "si loli gampang ngamuk, kelakuannya buruk, salah dikit di gebuk, tampangnya kaya mabuk, kite di tendang nyusruk!" pokonya bayangin sendirilah -.- tapi untung bisa ngerjainnya walau pake capcipcup ucup dikit lah ~,~ terus TIK lagi! si bos besar Jaenal master of TIK kemaren udah beberapa bulan asem urat, begitu masuk sok galak. PUSING GAK SIH? udah gitu mana gak tau mesti belajar darimana ck, akhirnya ngasal punya lah TIK. EH agama kata Pak Mul suruh belajar dari lembaran yang doi kasih, lumayan sih 80% keluar tapi lupalupa sikit lah HA HA ish
Hari kedua beres. Hasilnya adalah: Geografi-ASOY TIK-SUKSES Agama-Alhamdullilah saya berhasil!

#3rd day 7.6.10: Chemistry, Civics & Deutsch
INTRO: Minggu pagi, bangun langsung pusing. Males belajar melanda jiwa raga beserta kalbu dan seluruh jagat raya luluh lantah tergigit lintah! sekian. Ok, kembali ke asal. Jadi ya gitu dari bangun sampe sore males-malesan, belanja kebutuhan, nonton tv, leyeh-leyeh, udah macem ibu-ibu koyoan deh -,- Sampai akhirnya ada secercah semangat poco-poco 2003! dan dalam sekejap lembaran serta buku pelajaran sudah di tangan. Siap di baca. THE END.
Nah hari ketiga baru di mulai, yaitu hari ini. Kimia, essay alhamdullilah dengan rasa percayadiri yang terikat di hati aku kerjakan dengan lancar. PG, dengan senyuman malu-malu saat mengumpulkan, dan ketukan berkalikali di meja karena pusing pun terjadi. Ngerjainnya sepenuh hati, materinya keluar semua. Fuh. KWN lumayan deh karena udah baca bener-bener semua tulisan, jadi percayadiri deh, tapi tetap aja ada pertanyaannya yang bikin mengelus dada. Ck. NAH Jerman baru belajar pas istirahat 15menit, dan saat-saat mengerjakan pun penuh dengan usapan pada dahi, ketukan pada meja yang menggema dan tengak tengok persis saat menyebrang.
Hari ketiga beres. Hasilnya adalah: Kimia-REMEDIAL! tapi essay belum di hitung, masih ada harapan! KWN-belum tau tuh Jerman-romanromannya sih 100! HA HA goa kan frau *kampung*

Udah deh, sampai jumpa di laporan UAS berikutnya DADAH!

Salam kecup *jijik*,
Nadia Anindita ‾ε‾

Sorry. Don't read this.

 

Hi, as you see on the title above. Don't read this post, I never forcing you to read. Cause I'm gonna wanna break my promises. I AM SO SORRY. I guess this blog gonna be a trashy useless blog. Full of confession and uhhhh fugh no!!!! But, I need to write anything on my mind, and I never want to have a DIARY but I guess now this blog is ALREADY become a diary. I'm become very disgusting lately, I don't know W.H.Y! I barely smile, looks like a zombie lost in place nowhere I don't know! Fffffggggghhhhh! I hate it
Please heaven..................................i'm so dead! I need more blood to live, need more more more bones to stand, and I do need brainwasher to wash my stinky dummy brain. I lose my mind, they run away..................just like my feet, they keep on running nowhere. What a shitty day to confess such a crappy things like this *sigh*

Lotta puke,
Nadia Anindita

Me with my pathetic life.

Hi. Still with me, Nadia Anindita, owner of this blog.

My life getting harder and weirder. I'm not kind of human who can adapt easily. And here I am, stuck between those teenager who act like a teenager even some of them more like an adult ==' and um I don't know, and me? what? still like an 7th grade silly girl. Honestly, I need someone to teach me how to face my world, how to be as is proper, or every-little-pretty-things that still hiding behind that great big wall, waiting for me to figure them out.

Poor me.

I wanna be more like teenager, weirdo. I can't believe I already confess it. That's the weirdest words I ever thrown. Ok, sounds pathetic. I'll stop that insane thought. Promise.

NOW I have some story to tell, HE HE guess what? Empire of The Sun will came to my town! WOOHOO i'm so excited! actually I already bought the ticket almost a month ago, but I'm just too excited! this feelings keep burning me for a whole month! Luke and Nick are fantastic and brilliant! Hope that I could take a photograph with em......................if it's possible, then I would scream like a little-annoying-stupid-girl ~.~ eh?

OH! one more story to tell, you know what? my momma likes empire of the sun too! HA HA she keep repeating 'standing one the shore' on our car! WOW