Sorry. Don't read this.

 

Hi, as you see on the title above. Don't read this post, I never forcing you to read. Cause I'm gonna wanna break my promises. I AM SO SORRY. I guess this blog gonna be a trashy useless blog. Full of confession and uhhhh fugh no!!!! But, I need to write anything on my mind, and I never want to have a DIARY but I guess now this blog is ALREADY become a diary. I'm become very disgusting lately, I don't know W.H.Y! I barely smile, looks like a zombie lost in place nowhere I don't know! Fffffggggghhhhh! I hate it
Please heaven..................................i'm so dead! I need more blood to live, need more more more bones to stand, and I do need brainwasher to wash my stinky dummy brain. I lose my mind, they run away..................just like my feet, they keep on running nowhere. What a shitty day to confess such a crappy things like this *sigh*

Lotta puke,
Nadia Anindita

Me with my pathetic life.

Hi. Still with me, Nadia Anindita, owner of this blog.

My life getting harder and weirder. I'm not kind of human who can adapt easily. And here I am, stuck between those teenager who act like a teenager even some of them more like an adult ==' and um I don't know, and me? what? still like an 7th grade silly girl. Honestly, I need someone to teach me how to face my world, how to be as is proper, or every-little-pretty-things that still hiding behind that great big wall, waiting for me to figure them out.

Poor me.

I wanna be more like teenager, weirdo. I can't believe I already confess it. That's the weirdest words I ever thrown. Ok, sounds pathetic. I'll stop that insane thought. Promise.

NOW I have some story to tell, HE HE guess what? Empire of The Sun will came to my town! WOOHOO i'm so excited! actually I already bought the ticket almost a month ago, but I'm just too excited! this feelings keep burning me for a whole month! Luke and Nick are fantastic and brilliant! Hope that I could take a photograph with em......................if it's possible, then I would scream like a little-annoying-stupid-girl ~.~ eh?

OH! one more story to tell, you know what? my momma likes empire of the sun too! HA HA she keep repeating 'standing one the shore' on our car! WOW

On my mind.

I wanna let you know what's on my mind. Read it carefully. Every words I remark with ('.....') is the point of this post.
This feelings came out when my iPod (enceng) *I know that was a horrible name =='* accidentaly play your song when we say 'goodbye'. The weather was pretty bad, raining outside. Thunderclaps and raindrops accompany me. I'm not gonna say 'I miss you' words, that's too lame. I'm just thinking again that you're the best um no, not the best, but oh what to say..............um ok, I can't say. I just got this thought on my head 'You know that I really loves music, and that's the way you catch and burn me. You touch my heart, perfectly. Thank you very much for being one of my best memories, I love you forever, as a lover or as a friend"

Lotta love,
Nadia Anindita

This is gonna be my last confession, promise.

Imma complainers, how about you?

I don't like my life since I realize that I'm so empty in senior high school. I feel like, no one's love me, ok. I had friends but, I don't feel like they're loving me. Unlike my junior high school, I know they love me. Cause I can feel it somehow, I surrounded by their love. And I really comfort with that.
Now, everytime I go to school, there's no exciting feelings. Just come to school, feeling empty, keep walking like that, egh I hate being like this. It's like they wanting me to be someone new, but I know one thing that I couldn't be a different person, cause I like being myself. This is me, I won't change it.
I want something great, but I didn't found it yet.

But yesterday I was surprised with news from my brother. He got Unpad, you can congratulate him if you want to. But he still waiting confirmation from UI. He wanted to go to UI. But, the news FOR ME is......................if he didn't get UI then he will move to Bandung to continue his school at UnPad. And so do I, I'm gonna move to Bandung. And that's gonna change my life so much. New town, new school, new friends, and absolutely new life. But, I still consider it. How's my life gonna be? worst or better? It's puzzled me. If you got some advice, please tell me. This is my MSN: atheyo@hotmail.com you can add it. I really appreciate it.


Thanks for reading my confession. More precisely, my shit. But i'll give you double thanks(what's the use?) if you wanna give me some advice :D

Another prosaic days.

Hi readers, how's your day? Yea I know I can't see your response, stupid. Ok. This is my blog, I wrote anything I want. Feel free to read or perhaps close this page. I just wanna share. No one forcing you to read my shit. So, about my life lately, of course.
Today I'm having BBQ party with my big family, such a good day. I got sirloin, french fries, frozen vegetables =.= and apple juice for my dinner. Nice. Oh plus Mint yoghurt, weird. Egh, stuck. Um, oh ya! Have you ever watch 500 days of summer? I watched this film yesterday, and I just love it! Um, ok, I ran out of idea. It's already 01.00 and I nearly lost consciousness a.k.a sleepy. Ha-ha-ha wtheck. Um um um stuck.
O.M.G I haven't bought Empire of The Sun ticket. Lame. Anyone watch em'? I'm still searching for someone to accompany me. I've waited for a long time, and I'm so happy when I heard they would come and play this May! Can't wait, I'm so excited! I hope I can stand on the first row, and get some merch or whatever. So, nice to updating my blog, even my story is not exciting. But, thanks for reading, I really appreciate it. Thanks for being a good readers.
See you on my next post! Have a nice day folks!

Weird weekend.

Hi again, about this post. I don't know, just wanna share some story on my blog. Lately I don't have something so special so this is just about my life, daily activities, etc. Don't wanna read it? oh fine, I don't mind. Really.

And then, ok. Someone has just screwed up my life, don't take it too serious reader. I'm fine, just a little pain. And it doesn't grow, so I could tell you that I was fine. Um yea, someone who made those pain is just a boy. So this story about love, but.................no not really. Cause actually I never said that I was fell in love with this guy. But still, it's kinda hurt to feel. Ok, the point is: this guy is in love with other girl, and I'm just a prey on his game. Shitty huh? don't wanna talk about it anymore.

And um, yesterday I was hang out with my fellas. And we have lunch on Sushi-ya TIS square. The food is nice, I love sushi. Then, me odry and upi go to the cinema to watch The Book of Eli. Good movie, love it even I'm not a christian. And then, Odry got home with her um what to say HAHA perhaps 'teman tapi mesra'. Me and upi? we got home by taxi. Uh oh. And and and when we arrived at upi's home, we talked about her extracurricular activities. She joined dance ext, she school at SMA 26 and the dance group is named 'Detak'. After we're having a chit chat about 30 minutes, I got home. And when the night has come, me and my family gone to have some dinner on takigawa. Great meal, love it. And, goodbye!

*is that the end? yes it is. what did you expect huh? haha*

Damn lame.

Hello there. What's up? *i'm just trying to be nice*

This is my um second post on April. I'm not expecting too much great things in this month. Yea just flat. But, something is happen. Something unexpected has just happened to me. I got a brand new stuff, ok don't congratulate me. And, I got a lovesick. Hell no. I'm not gonna tell you about my love life. Not again. I promise.

So, this post was about um *thinking* perhaps about my drabness. Being around in Jakarta for such a long time (15th years) makes me sick, sometimes. Then I've been thinking lately about moving to Bandung, sounds nice. But, I know my mama will not allow me. It's kinda sucks. I've got to wait my graduation from high school. *sigh*

I keep on walking to nowhere. I don't have any future goals. About a several month ago I want to be a Graphic Designer. But now I guess I did not really want it. It's just about the time, time can change everything including state of mind. And now I don't know what am I gonna be tomorrow. Kinda pathetic, huh?

Even my life is flat but I'm still waiting for a big thing to came to my life. Something spectacular and bizzare! Thanks for reading my confession. Goodbye mates!