Saya tidak tahu. Terkadang saya sangat merindukan si bodoh itu. Tapi, ya itu saya tidak tahu kenapa. Dia, sangat berarti untuk saya. Selama ini saya sudah berusaha sebisa mungkin untuk lupa ingatan tapi sulit. Beberapa orang yang amat baik telah datang menghibur dengan menawarkan ketulusan yang menakjubkan, tapi dengan santun saya menolak. Ini menyebalkan, tapi bagaimana lagi kita sudah terlampau jauh. Sesungguhnya begitu dekat, tapi saya merasa kita berjarak jutaan kilometer dengan dinding konyol yang begitu tinggi dan keras. Tidak ada yang seperti kamu, mungkin ada. Tapi sulit nyarinya kan saya malas. Oh ya, saya mendapati beberapa lirik yang menyentuh dan selalu membuat saya teringat pada si bodoh.
Cause we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Now it's just too late and We can't go back. I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
-Perfect; Simple Plan
Dan lagu dari Mariah Carey berjudul We Belong Together yang sempat menjadi hits saat saya duduk di bangku sekolah dasar. Lagu yang satu ini benar-benar menyengat hati saya. Menyedihkan. Yea I'm pathetic, I knew it.
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should've held on tight, I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me (Together)
It's still so hard to believe
(Come back, come back)
Come back baby, please
(Come back, come back)
'Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough (Ooooooh yeah)
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up (Oooooh yeah)
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better (Oooooooh yeah)
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain inflicted in this song ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me (Together)
It's still so hard to believe
(Come back, come back)
Come back baby, please
(Come back, come back)
'Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough (Ooooooh yeah)
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up (Oooooh yeah)
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better (Oooooooh yeah)
Oh, baby baby, we belong together baby! (We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me (Together)
It's still so hard to believe
(Come back, come back)
Come back baby, please
(Come back, come back)
'Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together!
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These few months I was never being melancholy, but now I really feel it. And I hate that kinda feeling.
