17.4.10

Weird weekend.

Hi again, about this post. I don't know, just wanna share some story on my blog. Lately I don't have something so special so this is just about my life, daily activities, etc. Don't wanna read it? oh fine, I don't mind. Really.

And then, ok. Someone has just screwed up my life, don't take it too serious reader. I'm fine, just a little pain. And it doesn't grow, so I could tell you that I was fine. Um yea, someone who made those pain is just a boy. So this story about love, but.................no not really. Cause actually I never said that I was fell in love with this guy. But still, it's kinda hurt to feel. Ok, the point is: this guy is in love with other girl, and I'm just a prey on his game. Shitty huh? don't wanna talk about it anymore.

And um, yesterday I was hang out with my fellas. And we have lunch on Sushi-ya TIS square. The food is nice, I love sushi. Then, me odry and upi go to the cinema to watch The Book of Eli. Good movie, love it even I'm not a christian. And then, Odry got home with her um what to say HAHA perhaps 'teman tapi mesra'. Me and upi? we got home by taxi. Uh oh. And and and when we arrived at upi's home, we talked about her extracurricular activities. She joined dance ext, she school at SMA 26 and the dance group is named 'Detak'. After we're having a chit chat about 30 minutes, I got home. And when the night has come, me and my family gone to have some dinner on takigawa. Great meal, love it. And, goodbye!

*is that the end? yes it is. what did you expect huh? haha*

12.4.10

Damn lame.

Hello there. What's up? *i'm just trying to be nice*

This is my um second post on April. I'm not expecting too much great things in this month. Yea just flat. But, something is happen. Something unexpected has just happened to me. I got a brand new stuff, ok don't congratulate me. And, I got a lovesick. Hell no. I'm not gonna tell you about my love life. Not again. I promise.

So, this post was about um *thinking* perhaps about my drabness. Being around in Jakarta for such a long time (15th years) makes me sick, sometimes. Then I've been thinking lately about moving to Bandung, sounds nice. But, I know my mama will not allow me. It's kinda sucks. I've got to wait my graduation from high school. *sigh*

I keep on walking to nowhere. I don't have any future goals. About a several month ago I want to be a Graphic Designer. But now I guess I did not really want it. It's just about the time, time can change everything including state of mind. And now I don't know what am I gonna be tomorrow. Kinda pathetic, huh?

Even my life is flat but I'm still waiting for a big thing to came to my life. Something spectacular and bizzare! Thanks for reading my confession. Goodbye mates!


4.4.10

BURN-it-down.



 Your face is idiot. But, cute.

I DON'T KNOW is it love or just an anonymous feelings that makes my stomach feels weird everytime I saw you? 

Or

Perhaps I'm just sick with this solitude. And I want somebody to pick me. Just like a cupcakes, she looks fine, nice, and still could makes others smiling but actually she just want somebody to own her.

I'll never know what's truely on my heart until I could be true to myself.

Life is awkward. Dang it.